Nights like we used to have. Innocent and full of laughter on the couch.
I wasn't deceiving you, you honestly did make me belly laugh.
But now this entire house is in disarray, and you, far removed seem to not care.
God dammit, I wish that I saw one moment from you that was vulnerable.
I think then, maybe, I'd understand any of this.
But I don't, and most likely never will.
I have never felt my heart bend as much as it is right now.
With all of the changes - it's been purgatory - and you know this, it's absolutely not fair.
I don't deserve a god damn lick of this, at all.
Fuck this, I am going to bed.
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